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18 MARCH, 2021  I  ScentAir Records

TRACKLIST:

1. I LOST MYSELF  
2. ANGUISHED AND BITTER  
3. WASHED AWAY  
4. DISEASE  
5. WILLIES  
6. LOST FAITH  
7. LONELY PLACE  
8. WASHED AWAY (RADIO EDIT)  
9. LONELY PLACE (VERSION)  

Label: ScentAir Records
rel. date: 18.March.2021

Catalog #: SA158
Barcode: 4627167358605

Limited Edition. 300 CDs Worldwide.

Written / produced by Steve Les

Mixed / mastered by Steve Les

Photography by Péter Nyerges

Design / illustration by Péter Nyerges, Steve Les

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I LOST MYSELF

Oft-times I could not sleep at night I tried
Destructive thoughts swirled in my mind I fought
I saw nothing cheering in my dreams
I could not changed these

(Chorus):
I lost myself
I felt myself lonely for some years
Who will remember me?
When my ashes will go with the wind

When I could not sleep day after day
I saw in the mirror an unknown face
I saw nothing in his eyes
I saw the end of his time

I stared at the ground in front of me
But I turned back and I found myself again

(Chorus)

I will vanish

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ANGUISHED AND BITTER

The world around my home
Has no colors today
The emotions in my home
Are dying today

You don’t whisper
Melody into my ears
I’m afraid this is
the final chapter of my dream

(Chorus):
Sear flower is on the ground
Desperation is in my heart
My throat sinks every night
My mouth runs dry
I seek the comfort
Everywhere I find lies
My anguished bitter soul
Prays for quiet

The candle in my window
Burnt away today
The fire in my heart
Burnt out today

No brand inside me
Seclusion poisons me
I’m afraid this is
the final chapter of my dream

(Chorus)

You don’t whisper into my ear
It’s the final chapter of my dream

(Chorus)

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WASHED AWAY

You lost your faith
and gave up tonight
You don’t search for
and don’t want to fight

Useless prayer and empty sight
You ask a question there’s no reply
There’s no pleasure only sacrifice
There’s no winner only tearful eyes

(Chorus):
Teardrops fall
into the dust
Wash away the joy and
Wash away the trust
You bow your head
in your hand
Imagine something different
You’re waiting for the end

Tonight again
You fall on your knees
Cold sweat flows
on your anguished face

(Chorus)

The devil whispers to your ears
He tells you: Deny what you believe!
The devil wears disguise tonight
Don’t listen to his words soever he tries

(Chorus)

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DISEASE

Silent record that we hear
Forgotten words, forgotten dreams
Olden smell that we feel
There’s no meaning anymore to me
and you

(Chorus):
The world fade to gray
Full of rage and pain
Deadness far and near
Yesterday I still believed
Pointless existence day by day
No trust, relation, release

Broken window lets through the light
The stylus scratcthes the voice of delight
Nothing that we feel
When the Sun strokes our face

Disease lives in our hearts
No more flames inside us
We are deaf and blind
Only we breathe from time to time

(Chorus)

The distress consumes the soul
Lose oneself without remorse

(Chorus)

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WILLIES

I’m afraid
that I will lose you
I will fall in deep depression
I’m afraid
of the death of my soul
that you will be cold

(Chorus):
I’m afraid
that I will feel your breath no more
I will feel your touch no more
I will feel your lips on my lips
your hand on my hand no more

I’m afraid
that I will lose your love
lose your veneration
I’m afraid
that I have no time
to tell you what I feel

Deep pain
mauls my soul
I feel it drags me along
Unmerciful

(Chorus)

(Pre-chorus):
I’m afraid
that your feelings will fade away
I’m afraid it’s too late
your feelings will fade away
I’m afraid it’s too late

(Chorus)

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LOST FAITH

She starts in the morning
to look for her favourite toy
Twinkling in her eyes
There’s no fear in her soul

Starts out to play
Builds upon as always
Free from care she hops big ones
Does not suspect the end

(Chorus):
There’s no smile on her seraphic face
There’s no hug only lost faith
There’s no joy only empty room
Flowers grow red under the moon

Smile goes into pain
tears roll down on her face
She would have liked to play
Only play

(Chorus)

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LONELY PLACE

On a cloudy night
I felt myself desolate
Between ruined stones
I found a lonely place
There’s no one here
Everyone left this place
I am the one and only
that come back again

Before the break of day
I pass through a gate
Into a bleak garden
I break myself again
There’s no red rose
Only its black shadow
Can be seen by moonlight
on the dark stone wall

I’m holding a burning candle in my hand
Hot wax flows onto my palm

(Chorus 1):
Here there’s no emotion
Help me so that I won’t have
to come back once again
When my time runs out
I hope that this place
will not be my final tomb

Under my feet
Decayed twigs creak
I croon a sad song
but it makes me suffering
I tread a path
on the burnt grass
I take a walk and
grime sticks to my naked legs

A spine of a withered rose
digs into my sole
I leave a blood drop
everywhere I walk
While it’s raining
Mud splashes
Into my mouth and
to my face constantly

(Chorus 1)

My black dress
is dirty
I crawl on the ground
I search for a roofed sanctuary
Every time
I come back there
It gives me less and less joy
It’s getting greyer

This place is sweltering
I’m short of breath
I wouldn’t like to no
I don’t want to come back once again

(Chorus 1)

(Chorus 2):
Here there’s no sunburst
Help me so that I can find
my way back once again
When my time runs out
I hope that this place
will not be my final tomb

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